"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over" - Song: Seize The Day by Avenged Sevenfold
Nov 9, 2011
Save me.
Nov 6, 2011
Nov 5, 2011
In time.
Ok, now I'm not going to continue my story I just want to update so u guys have something to read/listen to- or possibly drawl over! haha
Dear God live in Utica :)
If you forward it to 3:45 you can hear my darling Syn sing loud and clear :) <3
If you forward it to 3:45 you can hear my darling Syn sing loud and clear :) <3
"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over" - Song: Seize The Day by Avenged Sevenfold
Oct 19, 2011
I know.
Okay, I know I haven't been active the past few weeks and I have my reasons except school and similar things to that. I just feel that I can't have a "tribute" blog to Avenged Sevenfold without explaining why I love them as much as I do. Since they do have a special place in my heart.
Let's just get some things over with.
1. I don't like them JUST because they look good, yes they do look good but that's NOT the reason why I love them.
2. I've got a lot of comments from people that the only reason they think I like Avenged Sevenfold is because, that will make me "cool". I can't give a shit about status and so on, I'm me and I'm NOT pretending to be someone else, just to get myself a reputation.
I can't say that I've been trough a lot of bad things in my life, I can't. What I can say is though, that I've been trough a couple of things in my 16 year old life. The biggest thing just keeps expanding and always manages to pop up into my thoughts.
I'll start from scratch and try to keep it simple, short since I like to write to much when it's not needed.
When I was nine years old I went to third grade, I remember the last day of third grade so clearly. We had our graduation and the weather was warm, sunny with some fading breezes. I came home with my mother and we sat down in the kitchen. We started talking about things I can't remember but the only thing I can remember is when she said "Me and your dad are getting a divorce". I wasn't really sure what a divorce was but I saw the tears in my mothers eyes and I knew that something wasn't right. I started thinking about that the same night, why dad had slept in another room for 6 months and the word "divorce". It just HAD a connection and about a week after I got the real picture of it. Mum, my sister, my uncle and I we sat in a car going to see an apartment then we arrived and I went trough the apartment. When I passed one of the rooms I heard mum saying "I'll take it". I wasn't so sad about the divorce if I'm going to be completely honest since I couldn't stand the arguing and the disagreements in the house. THIS WOULD SOLVE THINGS.
I was wrong, after 1,5 years my mum started acting weird. Sure, she was depressed after the divorce but she didn't show it much after the divorce. At this point she told me not to bring home any friends, give our house number out. Not even to my friends or my dad!
The day I knew something was really wrong was one day in the spring when my sister was supposed to "babysit" me since mum was going out. My sister came home maybe one hour late with her boyfriend and later when my mum came home she got this absurd outbreak at my sister. For no reason I felt. Mum was really upset and mad at my sister for not taking care of me and for being with her boyfriend. I mean my sister she was there, she cooked food. She did what she was supposed to and she got blamed for it. It's hard to explain how the events happened that day since everything is a blur to me, I've pretty much blocked out many things from my life that happened 4-6 years ago. Well back on subject, my mum and my sister started arguing like I've never seen them argue before. About a week after I saw my dads car outside of our apartment and I ran out to hug him, then I asked why he had a wagon behind his car. He said "Well your sister is moving out. She's talked to me about what's going on with her and your mum."
My dad had an extra room in his apartment where me and my sister would sleep in the weekends we were seeing him. She was moving to dads and I was really sad. Again, I didn't quite understand what was going on, so I was just happy about getting my own room!
Ok, this post is starting to get really long.. I'll continue trough with it another day.
Let's just get some things over with.
1. I don't like them JUST because they look good, yes they do look good but that's NOT the reason why I love them.
2. I've got a lot of comments from people that the only reason they think I like Avenged Sevenfold is because, that will make me "cool". I can't give a shit about status and so on, I'm me and I'm NOT pretending to be someone else, just to get myself a reputation.
I can't say that I've been trough a lot of bad things in my life, I can't. What I can say is though, that I've been trough a couple of things in my 16 year old life. The biggest thing just keeps expanding and always manages to pop up into my thoughts.
I'll start from scratch and try to keep it simple, short since I like to write to much when it's not needed.
When I was nine years old I went to third grade, I remember the last day of third grade so clearly. We had our graduation and the weather was warm, sunny with some fading breezes. I came home with my mother and we sat down in the kitchen. We started talking about things I can't remember but the only thing I can remember is when she said "Me and your dad are getting a divorce". I wasn't really sure what a divorce was but I saw the tears in my mothers eyes and I knew that something wasn't right. I started thinking about that the same night, why dad had slept in another room for 6 months and the word "divorce". It just HAD a connection and about a week after I got the real picture of it. Mum, my sister, my uncle and I we sat in a car going to see an apartment then we arrived and I went trough the apartment. When I passed one of the rooms I heard mum saying "I'll take it". I wasn't so sad about the divorce if I'm going to be completely honest since I couldn't stand the arguing and the disagreements in the house. THIS WOULD SOLVE THINGS.
I was wrong, after 1,5 years my mum started acting weird. Sure, she was depressed after the divorce but she didn't show it much after the divorce. At this point she told me not to bring home any friends, give our house number out. Not even to my friends or my dad!
The day I knew something was really wrong was one day in the spring when my sister was supposed to "babysit" me since mum was going out. My sister came home maybe one hour late with her boyfriend and later when my mum came home she got this absurd outbreak at my sister. For no reason I felt. Mum was really upset and mad at my sister for not taking care of me and for being with her boyfriend. I mean my sister she was there, she cooked food. She did what she was supposed to and she got blamed for it. It's hard to explain how the events happened that day since everything is a blur to me, I've pretty much blocked out many things from my life that happened 4-6 years ago. Well back on subject, my mum and my sister started arguing like I've never seen them argue before. About a week after I saw my dads car outside of our apartment and I ran out to hug him, then I asked why he had a wagon behind his car. He said "Well your sister is moving out. She's talked to me about what's going on with her and your mum."
My dad had an extra room in his apartment where me and my sister would sleep in the weekends we were seeing him. She was moving to dads and I was really sad. Again, I didn't quite understand what was going on, so I was just happy about getting my own room!
Ok, this post is starting to get really long.. I'll continue trough with it another day.
"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over" - Song: Seize The Day by Avenged Sevenfold
Oct 2, 2011
So far away.
'Wow I 've been soo gone and soo far away from my computer haha. Didn't have the mood to write or anything. Haven't been online on any kind of website for 5 days! :) My twitter if you want to follow me.
Todays pic and vid :
Todays pic and vid :
"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over" - Song: Seize The Day by Avenged Sevenfold
Sep 24, 2011
Info
If you never heard about Avenged Sevenfold then I'm going to write some basic info for you to read.
To date, Avenged Sevenfold has released five studio albums, one live album/compilation/DVD, and eighteen singles and sold more than four million album worldwide. The band has received much credit for their worldwide mainstream success and were featured as second place on Ultimate Guitar's Top Ten Bands of the Decade.
Avenged
Sevenfold is an American heavy
metal band from Huntington Beach, California. Formed in 1999, the group
consists of vocalist M. Shadows, lead guitarist Synyster Gates, rhythm
guitarist Zacky Vengeance, bassist Johnny Christ.
They are known for their diverse heavy metal sound, dramatic imagery in
album covers and t-shirts. Avenged Sevenfold emerged with a metalcore sound on
their debut Sounding the Seventh Trumpet but their style had evolved by
their third album and first major label release, City of Evil into a hard
rock/heavy metal sound. The band continued to explore new sounds with their self-titled
release and enjoyed continued mainstream success before their drummer, James
"The Rev" Sullivan, died in 2009. Despite his death, the band
continued on with help of now-former Dream Theater drummer Mike Portnoy and
released and toured in support of their fifth album Nightmare in 2010
which debuted on the top spot of the Billboard 200, their first number
one debut. To date, Avenged Sevenfold has released five studio albums, one live album/compilation/DVD, and eighteen singles and sold more than four million album worldwide. The band has received much credit for their worldwide mainstream success and were featured as second place on Ultimate Guitar's Top Ten Bands of the Decade.
"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over" - Song: Seize The Day by Avenged Sevenfold
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